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[metalegs]

many times in bed ive had a feeling like i have something in me. ill make a loud noise but only i can hear it because no noise comes out of my mouth. i wonder if its something wrong with me or its like what you said. its a weird feeling because itts like im saying something without using my mouth.

Wow thats scary. Like a sleep paralysis

These are like mosquitoes they WILL feed on you - it's their nature and there's nothing the un-integrated person can do about it.

Meditation? Like basic chant? or ??
?

 

[nickzeptepi]

Wow thats scary. Like a sleep paralysis


Meditation? Like basic chant? or ??
?

Finding your center - your inner self, Know thy Self is the way to discern what are your thoughts feelings etc, and not what you might be picking up floating around or targeting you specifically. the many forms of meditation have over the many centuries been shown to be a good method to help discern and know the Self

Ask most parents and they will attest that they have a subliminal connection to their child, and can pick up on their thoughts and feelings. Some women continue to do this to men who haven't "found Themselves" and continue to project thoughts and words into the man using the same frequency their mother did/does.

How many blokes do you know that seem to submit to the whims of the new girlfriend or wife - just like a good little mommies boy!! but are a totally different personality when with his pals?

I'm sure you have seen in your life people who are leaders and those who are followers - happy to be told what to do, they also might be still submitting to their dominant parental energy.

Google - exploding head syndrome - the loud bangs - like knocking on the door - that are heard in the head. It seems quite common, I had a while ago but it is linked to stress.

 

[sirujux]

Give me a break yo. Yo cant make money from my posts. Focas your mind you rock.

 

[sirujux]

sorry if i took that in the wrong way. Im not that bright. Do they take advantage of that? Maybe, in the way you would read the cover of a book i guess. insanity people used to say, but full circle as nature would say. If nature could talk. It does sometimes

 

[sirujux]

Man god is such the madjic. I cant spell but i get rid of spells if you hang around it happens. im a person with knowledge at least

 

[nickzeptepi]

Wow thats scary. Like a sleep paralysis


Meditation? Like basic chant? or ??
?

know thy Self - any form of meditation that helps you distinguish your own thoughts and feelings from the back ground energetic noise,

Google exploding head syndrome - its stress related - I had in my times of high stress. its like a hearing someone banging on your door in the middle of the night but its in your head only.

Ask a few parents - the good ones know the thoughts and feelings of their child, its how a baby learns their feelings, baby dries mother interrupts this as hungry cold, shitty pants, etc etc baby learns the different emotions feelings etc.
Mothers use this to inject thoughts into the child, bad parents (like mine) do it for their own good and not the self sacrificing good of the baby - unconditional type love from a good parent.

so by extension women can use this to dominate a man in a relationship - using the same "frequency" a mother does with a child on a man that has not fully become him Self . I see it in many relationships - the man with his pals is a totally different personality than the submissive personalty he is with a hot but domineering wife, especially when the man is below 40.

Now imagine if some elites or magicians or even goverments can co-opt that ability and project it or broadcast it to the populace in general. the Model Citizen!! gang stalking of vulnerable people who have not mastered their own kingdom.

https://healingthehero.wordpress.co...e-nails-it-be-the-master-of-your-own-kingdom/

 

[nickzeptepi]

good interviews on magic with john micheal Greer

https://www.nilesheckman.com/podcast/2018/7/19/ep074-john-michael-greer

https://www.nilesheckman.com/podcast/2018/11/6/episode-77

 

[thunderchicken]

Wow, great thread. So many questions I don't know where to start. I'm personally gonna start with sigils. All my life has been 1 hard ship to the next. Like like has been preparing me for something. But I still have what feels like negitive energies that plague my mind and life. Impulse or addiction, motivation and laziness. I've made great progress from the old me. I still feel like something is holding me back. Recently numbers have made their presents known to me. I saw triple 6s leading up to a major legal incident. I spent most of December in jail for 5 weed related felonies. I made bond finally, got out and started seeing 222, 333, 1111 couple times a day. seems every time I check what time it is, it's double numbers. I see them on license plates. All over town. I keep up with astrology and pray, manifest desires. outta nowhere all charges dropped for no evidence.

So sigils and talismans. I feel that should be my next point of interest.
Im already a strange guy to others. I live alone, close to no one. just a few friends. I was wrongfully arrested 4 years ago for self defence at my family home of 30 years against a squatter and lost everything, even my families urns and ashes. By the time I got outta jail banks foreclosed on my home. I was so traumatized by the system I gave up and chose to live in a tent rather than try and rebuild. Now I rather live outdoors than pay to live in a drywall box. I feel it changed me for the better. It started my path of spirituality. Last year I lived alone and managed a medical marijuana farm. I got screwed by the owner and arrested with my meds for the winter. Life's just been a straight roller coaster of ups and downs the last couple years. Idk if it's fate, or my own ignorance of the gods and spirit world. I don't even know what to manifest for or what sigils to put into the universe. I'm currently at a house for legal reasons (probation) and just feel lost, can't wait to get back in nature. Seems the only place I can meditate with a clear mind. Just such negitive energies where I'm at and I must endure for now. So would talismans be a good way to protect from the unknown as i walk my path?

 

[nickzeptepi]

Wow, great thread. So many questions I don't know where to start. I'm personally gonna start with sigils. All my life has been 1 hard ship to the next. Like like has been preparing me for something. But I still have what feels like negitive energies that plague my mind and life. Impulse or addiction, motivation and laziness. I've made great progress from the old me. I still feel like something is holding me back. Recently numbers have made their presents known to me. I saw triple 6s leading up to a major legal incident. I spent most of December in jail for 5 weed related felonies. I made bond finally, got out and started seeing 222, 333, 1111 couple times a day. seems every time I check what time it is, it's double numbers. I see them on license plates. All over town. I keep up with astrology and pray, manifest desires. outta nowhere all charges dropped for no evidence.

So sigils and talismans. I feel that should be my next point of interest.
Im already a strange guy to others. I live alone, close to no one. just a few friends. I was wrongfully arrested 4 years ago for self defence at my family home of 30 years against a squatter and lost everything, even my families urns and ashes. By the time I got outta jail banks foreclosed on my home. I was so traumatized by the system I gave up and chose to live in a tent rather than try and rebuild. Now I rather live outdoors than pay to live in a drywall box. I feel it changed me for the better. It started my path of spirituality. Last year I lived alone and managed a medical marijuana farm. I got screwed by the owner and arrested with my meds for the winter. Life's just been a straight roller coaster of ups and downs the last couple years. Idk if it's fate, or my own ignorance of the gods and spirit world. I don't even know what to manifest for or what sigils to put into the universe. I'm currently at a house for legal reasons (probation) and just feel lost, can't wait to get back in nature. Seems the only place I can meditate with a clear mind. Just such negitive energies where I'm at and I must endure for now. So would talismans be a good way to protect from the unknown as i walk my path?

All the best with whats in front of you.

I know talismans are quite hard to make properly - there's lots of things to get right, time place, materials etc so the spirit will live in the talisman - but its something to learn and work towards - you could be the local go to guy soon. Listen the the JENXX interviews where he talks about the Thai talismans.

Sigils are much easier and the first bunch have a beginners luck about them, then it gets harder.
If you can listen to JM Greer podcasts i posted above - He talks about daily practice - Like LBRP - some thanks to the land spirits, a bit of divination, and meditation - this will help build your inner resilience, peace of mind etc. and help differentiate between positive spirits and negative thoughts.

Tarot has been useful for me in divination and self reflection, could be one of your sigils - i own a tarot deck

Good luck

 

[thunderchicken]

I've been thinking about a sigil to manifest. I don't even know how to ask for the things i want in life. I don't want money, or things. I just want peace and to not go back to jail.
To know gods plan for me. Cause everything I've done so far is wrong it seems lol. I just wanna hide in a tent in the woods the rest if my life it seems. Better than having anything to do with this fucked up system we live in.

How do I go about getting a tarot deck? isn't it one if those things you don't buy? Like sage? last sage plant I bought my cat died a horrible death.

I've been trying to figure out and cross reference my Tropical natal chart. I guess I'm just gun shy after recent events. Every time I guess wrong the consequences are dire. I'm strongly considering a curse follows me. Any tips how I can find that out or maybe lift said curse?

 

[nickzeptepi]

I've been thinking about a sigil to manifest. I don't even know how to ask for the things i want in life. I don't want money, or things. I just want peace and to not go back to jail.
To know gods plan for me. Cause everything I've done so far is wrong it seems lol. I just wanna hide in a tent in the woods the rest if my life it seems. Better than having anything to do with this fucked up system we live in.

How do I go about getting a tarot deck? isn't it one if those things you don't buy? Like sage? last sage plant I bought my cat died a horrible death.

I've been trying to figure out and cross reference my Tropical natal chart. I guess I'm just gun shy after recent events. Every time I guess wrong the consequences are dire. I'm strongly considering a curse follows me. Any tips how I can find that out or maybe lift said curse?

Lots to unpack
First its a urban myth about being given a tarot deck - of course you can buy them. or get the rider waite taort App on your phone from Galaxy tarot - useful to learn the cards with - before you get a physical deck.

Sigil for answers - I learn why xxx happens - i learn why i feel bad when xxxx says xxx - ask for things that are realistic and inline with the universe and your soul/spirit growth - I develop inner peace of mind.
Read the rune soup article on sigils - got to be positive already happened - I have a tarot deck. rather than - help me find a tarot deck.

Don't guess wrong - things unfold as they unfold - better to look at your monthly astrology done by someone else, jot a few notes and then review afterwards to build up a workingknowledge of how the planets movements affect you personally - like there's a 2 day delay on most predictions - mercury retrograde doesn't seem that bad for me etc etc.

look into Jung - shadow and individuation process - I had similar shock to the system which sent me reeling and spinning out, but slowly I integrated back into the system with new inner truths and knowledge so the system was not as dominating.

Its the old lesson - a knife can be used for killing or for preparing food - how you interact with the system changes the outcome.

Your work is to discover your work and then with all your heart give yourself to it - Buddha

Do not be satisfied with the stories that come before you. Unfold your own myth.

True work is a question of increasing one's consciousness, not imitating virtues like monkeys.
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All the best with your "work"

 

[metalegs]

I've been thinking about a sigil to manifest. I don't even know how to ask for the things i want in life. I don't want money, or things. I just want peace and to not go back to jail.
To know gods plan for me. Cause everything I've done so far is wrong it seems lol. I just wanna hide in a tent in the woods the rest if my life it seems. Better than having anything to do with this fucked up system we live in.

How do I go about getting a tarot deck? isn't it one if those things you don't buy? Like sage? last sage plant I bought my cat died a horrible death.

I've been trying to figure out and cross reference my Tropical natal chart. I guess I'm just gun shy after recent events. Every time I guess wrong the consequences are dire. I'm strongly considering a curse follows me. Any tips how I can find that out or maybe lift said curse?

I was gonna try to reply but Nicks post is killer!

 

[thunderchicken]

Awesome advice nick!