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  1. willm308

    Free Will or Cause & Effect?

    Maybe free will isn't something you are automatically given at birth. It's something you can either earn or build. Apologies if somebody else already touched on this, it just wasn't one of the boxes I could check off.
  2. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    You hit the nail on the head - Eternal Recurrence. Tuesday's last big dose came with this feeling of how old the human story is. It was like hearing the granddaddy of all campfire tales. I have a theory as to why Tuesday's experience was so much more positive compared with the first three, but I...
  3. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    Nick - those beige charts could be the stuff of K-nightmares. Short story writing is really tricky. I can crank out 2 or 3 in a good year. I honestly don't know how some writers do more. They're creatively studly creatures, I guess. So I resisted the temptation to fix anything except for some...
  4. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    Abso-fucking-lutely - My pet conspiracy theory is how the English language was basically engineered as a weapon to blunt free-thinking. If you look at the Norman Invasion of England during the reign of Athelrod the Unready, followed by the installation of the French language as a virus to...
  5. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

  6. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    Pete, this Mass is incredible. I never knew about this and will delve deeper, thanks.
  7. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    Monday morning – No work this morning due to crane issues. That’s okay, beige hell has very much been on my mind since yesterday, and last night’s post sounds crankier than I really think I felt at the time. Lately at work, I’ve been re-listening to the Exegesis of Phillip K. Dick (actually...
  8. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    This stuff looks great Nick, thanks I'll check it out in more depth. Here's notes from today: Sunday 8/5/18 3 space missions down, 3 to go. I keep a notebook right next to the official medical beanbag that serves as my Launchpad for these experiments. A lot of it is, not surprisingly, utter...
  9. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    Hey, I'm really grateful that this stuff is connecting. For what it's worth, writing about it afterwards and being able to talk/chat/text/whatever with understanding people is making this much easier, so thanks. In order 1. I don't remember my dreams much unless I really try to beforehand. I...
  10. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    8/3/18 (Friday) “This is hell.” A tall veteran mumbles as he fights to get up. One of his headphones has come loose and I can hear that heavy metal remake of The Sound of Silence floating tinnily out of the earbud. I feel ya, buddy. Can’t say we share the same taste in music, but we are...
  11. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    Thanks Nick - I'm definitely going to use music. They're not cool with walking around but earphones are a-okay (to be fair, the amount they shoot into you with is probably too much to walk around on for most people). So, I'll dance while on the official medical bean-bag chair. I think I can...
  12. willm308

    Ketamine Journaling

    7/31/2018 – Tuesday Tomorrow I go to this clinic in Salt Lake City to begin ketamine treatment for PTSD. I’ve been using cannabis to keep it from flaring up, and things are better than they’ve ever been (and so much better than my nadir in January 2014) but I don’t just want to minimize the...
  13. willm308

    Dr Mallis, hyperattenuated plasma and spacetime, the Qlipoth, the right/left dynamic, and harmonics

    Yeah, it does. It seems like anytime one of these nazi bases birth multiple reality homunculi-matrices, they're always either trying to destroy one version or thinking they automatically destroyed it or whatever... They really just need to chill the fuck out.
  14. willm308

    On the idea of "Satan" as a verb

    In ancient Hebrew the word "Satan" was both a noun and a verb. I wish we had that. Imagine waking up after a blackout, naked and covered in weed-lube. There's other naked weed-lubey people everywhere, along with empty liquor bottles and coke crumbs. Slayer is playing softly in the background...
  15. willm308

    Dr Mallis, hyperattenuated plasma and spacetime, the Qlipoth, the right/left dynamic, and harmonics

    F*ck me, that little diagram did not turn out right at all. You guys have seen the Qlipoth schematic though, I'm sure. Just try to imagine that as a vibrational field existing a few quantum packets of time right behind a consensus reality field. The plasma attenuation would have acted as a...
  16. willm308

    Dr Mallis, hyperattenuated plasma and spacetime, the Qlipoth, the right/left dynamic, and harmonics

    Antarctica conspiracies are my freaking jam. Anyway, I was listening to this episode at work today, and when Dr Mallis started talking about the whole possibility of warping spacetime by revolving plasmates at high speed (sorry if I'm butchering the Dr's actual methodology/wordage) it got me...
  17. willm308

    Parts 1 & 2 of an e-book/multi-year long Saturn-Abraxas Hypersigil working...

    Also, here's Part 3, for anyone interested... https://www.amazon.com/Children-Judas-Part-Hells-Deliverance-ebook/dp/B07BSYM1BN/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1525017220&sr=8-1&keywords=will+millar
  18. willm308

    Parts 1 & 2 of an e-book/multi-year long Saturn-Abraxas Hypersigil working...

    Cool, here's a quick update: I released Part 3 on schedule. The whole experience has been positive and highly impactful, but in ways I didn't expect. Like a lot of people on this board, I'm a big fan of Gordon White, and was fully planning on enrolling in a few of his courses after releasing...
  19. willm308

    The Ultimate Book Thread (epub, pdf, mobi)

    Let's see if I can make this work... 1. The Al Jilwah /& Mashaf Res
  20. willm308

    Parts 1 & 2 of an e-book/multi-year long Saturn-Abraxas Hypersigil working...

    Hi everyone, My name is Will, I'm a writer and lifelong student of occult practices. I'm on the tail end of a project I've been working on since about 2007 or so. The Children of Judas is a book in 3 parts with a Paeanic Hypersigil encoded into it. My first book Infernal Machines was...

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